Loving you is hard
You demand two
Yet I have none
You require a lifetime
Yet I only have the lunch break
You demand full payment
Yet I struggle with the first installment
You shine a bright light with your presence
Yet I’m comfortable in the ugliness of the darkness
You demand a fully-formed man
Yet I secretly crave my pacifier
You desire wisdom to fill you up
Yet I am often fool to the brim
You demand unwavering commitment
Yet I’m not sure I was born with a spine
You desire a mind as solid as a rock
Yet only my meds keep me from running mud
You demand an image of your Father
Yet I’m fresh out of duplicating paper
Loving you is hard
Because I struggle to accept that
Loving me is worth it
Loving you is hard
Because I struggle to accept that
He is loving me
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Thought about these things a while ago when I listened to the track Make me a believer by Andy Mineo.
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